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"The best thing in life, is pain. For pain will make you realise what's the most important thing, you always have it with you."


Thursday, July 22, 2010, 7/22/2010 02:13:00 PM

What should I do right now? I'm so confused.
Some people gave me the support to go on, yet some others persuade me to give up.

Right now, I dont wish to think of any. Perhaps living without me, life is so much better for him. For a second, I feel like crying again, I knew I'm going to cry. But I force back the tears that's going to roll down.

You know guys, I dont need anymore help. All along, I keep on telling myself. It's going to be over soon.

Soon, everything will be back to the right track. Life still goes on, day still have to pass by. The earth are still spinning. the sun, moon and star are still hanging up the sky. Nothing is worst than end of the world I suppose.
Nothing really will change. I just have to get use of life, living without his presence. Just treat him as a shadow, treat him as my past, not my future anymore.
The more I hold onto hope, the more I'll get hurt.

Right now, I just wish to give him the best birthday that I can ever give, and after all these, I will walk away. I will leave him completely. Perhaps, I shouldn't text him anymore by then. Maybe he will think twice about me, or not even once.