Last night, when i was lying down on my big spongey bed, looking up the ceiling of my room with the night glowing stars pasted on it when I was a young little girl.
Text messages coming in, beeping of the phone. Reminding me how many messages I got in my inbox.
I open up one by one, reading them with deep thoughts. Two messages caught my tears rolling. and well, right now I'm reading them all over again.
None of the messages last night, can end with a smile or a sorry. It's not that way. I could have pretend, and I always pretend nothing really happens. No matter how emotional I get, everything seems totally fine the next day.
I love you, feelings never fade even for one moment of time, I'm just feeling quite sad, when I got treated in a way, like you dont care.
It's time to let you go. Perhap time to let everything go. Everything thats between us.
Wednesday, June 2, 2010, 6/02/2010 06:34:00 PM