I knew that some people would check out my blog about what had happened, but seriously I dont wish to explain much here. So it would be good if no one come asking me about all those sad things.
It feel so shitty. and it's even worse when you dont have any idea what seriously goes wrong.
so why come telling me that you are pissed on that day since you think that it doesnt really matters to me?
You knew that it does matter, but you just dont wish to say.
I have been trying to place words and sentences nice to you. Come to think about it, I shouldnt share any problems and troubles with you. I always thought you will be there for me. For me to throw out all my troubles to, but yet it seems like Im wrong.
I'm so wrong. Im not blaming anyone for sure. but instead i blame myself for being insensitive and naive, i should have put in more effort, attention and know how you feel. Hope that you wont hate me, and we are mature enough to think.