It's been raining for the entire day. Sucha nice weather to sleep. Was hesistating should I go party tonight, and glad that my final answer was a no. :) I must be good this time and stay with my own promise.
Well, I'm having sleepy eyes today. It can shut off anytime I thought. How I wish that baby shay will pat me to sleep. I adore the way he look at me, the way he kiss me, the way he call me and eventually the way he always make me angry and pissed.
To others, he may not be a good and the right guy for me. but isnt relationship should be sort of like a challenge?
To me, He's more than enough. What I can say is, maybe the way he treated me is different from others? but at some point of time, I can sense his concern and care coming toward me. and I believe after his grounded period, he will bring me around.
Life wasnt as bad as I thought, yeah? Things turn out easily for me right now, some stuffs that I've to let go, I'm letting go of them slowly. Bit by bit everyday. and soon they will go back to where they should belong. Back to what their life should be.
I love Shay right now, and I hope everything goes on smoothly for us. I knew that there is girls loving and missing him still. Seriously I dont know why would i feel guilty and sad over it. Seeing them loving baby shay, I dont know whether should I smile or frown.
Might be heading to chomp with buddy after my work later. and its time for some heart to heart talk between us. :)
Wednesday, June 23, 2010, 6/23/2010 11:54:00 AM