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"The best thing in life, is pain. For pain will make you realise what's the most important thing, you always have it with you."


Disheartened.
Sunday, June 27, 2010, 6/27/2010 12:38:00 PM

Am I like a fool or an idiot?
I knew that he will hate me for blogging things over here.

I just wish to throw out all my thoughts to those strangers that came across my blog.

I felt like an idiot, like a moron last night. No one know how i feel.
It's just like the sky is crashing down. heavy heart. tired eyes.
Restless. For that moment, how i wish this 2 person are by my side.
But hell no, I think too much.

I felt so unwanted, I felt like Im a trash.

Having myself get tired of running here and there, doing all sort of things i didnt do it before, yet what I get was merely just another hurtful sentence out from your mouth.

Stop, I told myself to stop it. I'm so confused. everytime I wish to find someone to talk about. I'm afraid. I dont wish to affect anyone of them. Sometime, I feel like suiciding. I dont want this life anymore. I want to sleep for good. I want to meet the angel and fairies up there, ( if there's really angels and fairies)

On the other hand, as for * ,I cant stop feeling empty. I knew that I need him still. I need his time, his ear, in fact i think his everything is what I needed.
I need his care and concern too, but i knew he longed walk away from me. He dont bother about my life anymore. He leave for good. He's free now.