Listening to the song, watching the Mv over and over again. A box of tissues seem to be not enough for me. Sometime, I dwell in all these too much and make me forget about the reality world.
Are you still visiting my blog every now and then? How many thing would you like to tell me? or have you walk away from me without telling me. Leave without a word. Silence and scary.
We love to hide things from each other, especially our feelings. we thought that what we do are for each other's sake. but yet sometime, we're totally wrong about it.
Sometime, I wish to ask about you, I wish to ask you, how's life going for you, are you happy? are you carrying on with your life well. Yet something stops me. your answer , cause it will always be a smile, or a nod. You wont tell me how you exactly feel eventhough you fake a smile. It seems so real to an extend I cant differentiate what's real and fake anymore.
Something refrain me from asking you more, since you'd gave me the smile, I thought life is going good and everything is going smoothly for you. I never know what's happening, I never know what's your true feeling until I saw them.
Thoughts.
It's silly that I cried over them, but it's more silly to actually see them now, too late to know. I really wish to have a good talk with you, and be able to enter your heart again. Well, it doesnt go this way anymore, there's already a barrier set down there for me.
*H, Can you break the barrier and let me enter your heart and know you again?
Saturday, June 26, 2010, 6/26/2010 12:59:00 PM