recent posts. Live with it, not dwell in it. As long as you're with me, I knew I can be somethi... I dont need a parachute, because I've got you. Monday Blue. Everything just move on. Night Owl. I'm doing all I can, to be a better man. ♥ Stars starting to disappear. Feeling awful.

All threw back to me.
Can I say , all these is like karma?

When I wish to settle down with a guy that I wanted to with all my effort and time,
God told me in his way that He's not the right guy for me.

All the effort, time and love I showered to him. It seems like it turns out to be nothing. I can't feel any tiny little concern from him. I felt so insecure with his action and words.

Karma.

Why wouldnt I choose any of the good guys?

I dont know what can I do anymore, I'm so helpless.
Most of my friends told me to loosen my hand before it's too late, before I get even deeper. But yet, what I do was standing in the middle of the road, waiting for a car to bump into me. Suicide

Can someone come for my help and rescue me? I day dreamed that everything will be fine the next day.



When my day have already became my night, when everything became so dark, when I'm lost in the wandering crowd, when everything turns monotone, when I felt that I'm like a clown of myself, like a fool, tripping over stones and lands up crying.

Seriously, the first thing that came into my mind is you. and that's when i knew I need you the most.

But everything was too late.