You can treat me like how I treated you, but come to think about it, you care about me on and off.
Seriously, I cant feel anything that's coming from you. Have everything change? What happen when one day, I dont text you anymore. No more calling your nickname. No more being nice to you. Walking away from you.
I knew that I'm not a perfect girl, but I'm still a girl that yearn for the best of everything.
I''m crying now. and I detest it, when can i start to learn how to control my emotion and stop crying.
I dont wish to show that I care about it anymore. I dont wish to make that very first step to do anything anymore.
Some might think that I'm pondering too much, I'm not. try to stand in my shoes and think for me. if you are treated in a way of being treated like a nobody.
How many words you said to me, it doesnt shows how much you really care. action still speaks out.
- When all the night became sleepless nights, and that's the day I'm walking away.
Things that you do , things that you trying to wait for me to do. it doesnt make me love you even more, yet i felt it make me turn away from you.
Perhaps, I should focus more on other stuffs than something like this. Dont be stubborn like me, Dont wait for me to do something, I wont be the first doing anything. I wont make the first step, but rather if I make the first step, that would be when i'm really disappointed in you than missing you.
Thursday, May 13, 2010, 5/13/2010 12:36:00 AM