"The best thing in life, is pain. For pain will make you realise what's the most important thing,
you always have it with you."
Tuesday, May 18, 2010, 5/18/2010 02:43:00 PM
I dont know how to face you anymore, I dont know how to talk to you, and I dont know how to text you either.
"When the time comes, you will know why i did this for? " I wish to email you about so many things, but I dont have the courage to.
I wanted to ask you tons of questions about what you said, but I dont have any idea where to start. Can you help me with this? What you really mean abut I will know why you did this for?
I dont want to put down my pride and come for you because all i have in my heart is fear.
I'm afraid. I afraid that one day, you will leave me down the street. I afraid that you wouldnt want to talk to me. and when i was blogging so much, your msn pop out, your images came into my mind, fixing the puzzle.
but all i wanted to, is destroying your images, i dont wish to remember a single thing about you anymore. and so much, i dont wish to be a part in your life anymore.
I'm completely worn out, I dont wish to wait, or dont wish to stay hanging up on the sky either.
" maybe someday, you will know why i did the things i do, why i said the things i say, why i feel the way i felt. "