"The best thing in life, is pain. For pain will make you realise what's the most important thing,
you always have it with you."
Wednesday, March 31, 2010, 3/31/2010 01:43:00 AM
Things had happen, and I dont wish to rant up anything over here. Just some issue regarding friendship, miscommunication, misunderstanding and assumptions.
I really dont know why am I in this state, always. well, perhaps all these time, I'm just so weak. weak in words, weak in expressing my emotion, weak in everything.
But I really didnt expected to be treated in this way. If I didnt look into * account, I wouldnt even know anything.
Perhaps, I need to open my eyes big and look at everything that happens around me.
Time to grow stronger, Rebecca. and this is how I always cheer myself up.
Once again, I wish to apologise to her. But i really hope she will know what kind of person am I. Although it doesnt matters anymore, at least she could try and see everything in a different angle.
I'm a friend that dont ask anything from my friends much. respect, time, and understanding. That's what i asked for. Enjoyed together, Be their listening ear. Cheer them up, Jiayou for them. and I can say that I always says this word to them whether they are in work, project, compeition or school exams. This is the way I show my love to them.
I always thought that we knew and understand each other very well, but never did i thought that time could changes so many things.
Time to reflect, Rebecca. and yes, I should reflect too. Everything takes both hands to clap. But I always regards and love you as my *buddy. The first and only one in my heart. Hope that you can always remember. What ever I said here, is all the truth and words from the bottom of my heart. You are a friend that cannot be replaced.
Anyway good night huns, Have to get myself tucked in bed. there will be tons of works to do tomorrow. and thursday too! Need some energy. and think about that, no one did say a jiayou to me when I'm working so hard.