"The best thing in life, is pain. For pain will make you realise what's the most important thing,
you always have it with you."
Sunday, March 14, 2010, 3/14/2010 03:02:00 PM
Some true facts about me . Really sorry if this would be a boring post for some of you guys. This place has been a really good place for me to throw everything out, without worrying about anything. A place where I can vent out all my troubles to the world.
Well, In front of my family, friends, cliques and my loved ones, I always try my best to smile, to improve the atmosphere even though most of the time, I'm really upset, Feeling really low.
But I chose to dwell on it myself, and never share with anyone. Who can knows me better I wonder. Isn't people always says that, every single one of us owns one guardian angel that will be watching over us?
Then how about my guardian angel? An angel with white coat and big fluffy wings, holding a wishing stick.
Sometime, I really wish I could burst out my tears infront of them. Sometime, I just cant hold back no matter how hard I tried to. I cried. and crying had already been a part of me, something that will never leave me.
I always shows how strong am I to every people I meet, how cheerful, how out-going, but all that are just a mask that I had wore for the past 20 years.
and yes I'm optimistic perssimist.
Rainy days had always been my favourite weather, so that I can cry in the rain and no ones will actually notice that's it my tears.
Sunday, March 14, 2010, 3/14/2010 03:02:00 PM