"The best thing in life, is pain. For pain will make you realise what's the most important thing,
you always have it with you."
Sunday, March 28, 2010, 3/28/2010 12:10:00 PM
Clubbing isnt the cure for anything. It's just a moment of release.
and everytime I went for club, I would just enjoy that moment. that few hours.
Yesterday was a real crazy night for me. because finally I really released myself. Although im enjoying outside, I knew that I'm actually crying so hard inside. I put it aside, put it aside when I'm in the confusion due to alcohol.
Seriously , sometime I dont even know what I'm doing. Hurting, lying, hating myself.
I think I'm the only one that's exist in my own world. Losing out myself.
I'd to get myself right. I knew that he was there last night. I knew that whatever he do are trying to go against me. But it's alright. If he feels that, doing something in those way will makes him feel better. He should go ahead with it. If he's really moving on with his life, I'm really glad with it.
He might think that I don't know how he feels. But I knew it, better than anyone else.
Sunday, March 28, 2010, 3/28/2010 12:10:00 PM