"The best thing in life, is pain. For pain will make you realise what's the most important thing,
you always have it with you."
Wednesday, November 25, 2009, 11/25/2009 10:52:00 AM
What I pray for is for god to be able to hear me now. Dear god, Im praying now. Can you hear my prayers?
I just wish that my family will turn out better, Im so depressed, Im so lost. I love them ,I really do, more than they expected. Im afraid, I cried, I'm still as weak as ever. So please lord, will you lead me back?
Im alone. but God I knew that you are always with me, because you love me.
Just tell me what should I do now?
I knew that I never been a good daughter, or either at least an understanding one. but I want to be a better daughter of theirs, and hereby I want to prove to them. what I had said here, I will do it.
After hearing what my dad had said to me, that makes me cry, kinship is still the closest closest to you. You may lost out in love, thinking back who is the one that always stands out for you and shower concern for you. Its my dad, mum and sister.
Whenever there's someone bully me in school, who is the one that rush down and protect me? my dad.
Who is the one that brings me to school or work everytime? Its my dad, my mum. never fails to bring me to work everyday. as long as they are still living, they always try their best.
Who is the one that wake up in the middle of his sleep and calls me, asking me where am I, what time I will be back home?
Its my dad and mum.
I think its time to be a better girl, I wish that its still not late. I wish to be their children, for this life, next life, forever.
Whenever we had a problem, its our parents that always trying to help us. But when they have their problems, seriously as their child, ask yourself do you help them before? Do you help them to lessen the burden? and they never want to get us worry over their stuffs, but they always want to worry over ours.
telling everyone frankly, my parents isnt young anymore, we never knows what will happens tomorrow, but being their children, I cant even support them, I cant even let them travels, at this age of theirs, they should have been staying at home, travelling or doing things that they want.
But I'm not able to do that. I really look down on myself.
I set a goal for myself, I want them to travels, at least for one time, they can go for a holiday, I want to bring them to somewhere they never visits before, at least i can let them see the outside world. I want to make that money.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009, 11/25/2009 10:52:00 AM